A
message from Mother Mary
April
29, 2004
My beloved hearts, I come to you again on this
joyous day, and I come to you in the flame of
miracle forgiveness, because I truly am the
Mother of Forgiveness. Well my beloved, the
flame of forgiveness is indeed the flame of
spiritual freedom. It is only forgiveness that
can set you free from the imperfections found
in this world.
My beloved hearts, I come to you with great
gratitude for the rosaries you have given so
faithfully over this past month. My last gift
to you was the rosary of Miracle Gratitude.
You might remember that the purpose of this
rosary is to consume the world movement of terrorism.
In this past month you have indeed seen several
major terrorist plots be averted by the authorities
in various countries.
I must tell you that there are presently not
enough people giving these rosaries to totally
consume the very cause of terrorism. Yet even
a relatively limited number of people can have
a major impact on terrorism. As you begin to
consume the negative energies, the vortexes
of negative energies, that feed the terrorists,
you will make it easier for the authorities
to expose and stop the terrorists from carrying
out their plots. This is because it is partly
the intensity of the energies that blinds people
and therefore blinds the authorities, or even
the people who live near the terrorists, to
what is really happening. So you see my beloved,
even a small number of people can diminish the
energy and thereby expose that which is hidden
behind a veil of negative energy.
Over this past month you have seen several examples
of another force, namely the force of nonforgiveness.
While this force is not the cause of terrorism
and war, it is indeed the force that keeps terrorism
and war going strong on this planet. You have
especially seen this in the Middle East, where
even the state of Israel has engaged in state-sponsored
assassinations, which truly are acts of nonforgiveness
that only breed more nonforgiveness from the
other side. Thereby, these acts contribute to
the downward spiral of violence in revenge for
violence that has engulfed the Middle East for
thousands upon thousands of years.
I tell you that even the Ascended Host wonder
if the people living in that region will ever
have enough of this punch-counterpunch of revenge
and revenge for revenge, until it truly becomes
revenge for the sake of revenge itself. Truly,
there can no longer be any real meaning to these
acts of revenge because the spiral of violence
started so long ago that no one can remember
why it started. They only remember that they
must perpetuate it by getting even, by getting
revenge.
So my beloved, I come to you today to release
a gift from my heart, a gift that can help those
of you who are my awakened ones break this downward
spiral of revenge and nonforgiveness, found
not only in the Middle East but in many places
throughout this planet. That gift is my rosary
of Miracle Forgiveness.
The importance of forgiveness
My beloved, I desire to give you a teaching,
so that you may understand why forgiveness is
so important. To truly understand the importance
of forgiveness, you need to realize the profound
truth that my son Jesus has explained so many
times, namely that the basic law of this universe
is the Law of Free Will. You also need to understand,
as I explained in my previous discourses [Link
1, Link
2], that the very purpose of life, the very
essence of life, is to grow, to move on, to
self-transcend.
So what is it that prevents you from growing,
from moving on, from transcending your current
state of consciousness, your current sense of
identity? Well, it is the point of nonforgiveness.
You see, when there is something you have not
forgiven, there is something you are holding
on to, there is something you cannot let go
of, and in that point of emotional attachment
to the things of this world, you are holding
yourself back. You are holding yourself tied
to a limited and imperfect sense of identity,
and you are essentially worshipping an idol
of your own making, or at least the making of
your culture.
By
not forgiving, you are taking away your own
freedom to move on. And as I tried to explain
in my previous discourses, when you do not move
on, you will stagnate. And if you stay too long
in one place, you will become subject to the
second law of thermodynamics, which means that
a downward spiral, a negative vortex, of energy
will begin forming around you. When that vortex
becomes too strong, it will begin to overpower
your feelings and your thoughts, until you begin
to believe either that there is nothing outside
the vortex or that you cannot escape the downward
pull of the vortex.
This is what causes so many people, especially
in the Middle East, to believe that there is
no other way to live than to be in opposition
to the Jews or in opposition to the Arabs. It
causes them to believe that there is no way
to escape the cycle of violence, the cycle of
revenge. They feel they simply must continue
the cycle because they must have revenge, they
must set things right by committing another
act of violence to supposedly neutralize or
make up for previous acts of violence.
Unfortunately, the intense energies of this
negative vortex prevent people from asking the
very logical question of when and how this could
possibly end. Think about this, my beloved.
Can there ever be an ultimate act of revenge?
Can there ever be an ultimate act of revenge
that will settle the score permanently and thereby
bring about an end to violence?
My beloved hearts, those of you who are not
trapped by the relativity of the carnal mind
and by a downward vortex of nonforgiveness will
be able to see the pure and simple logic behind
these remarks. There can be no peace through
revenge. It simply is not possible. There can
be no act of revenge which stops the cycle of
violence because if you avenge what has been
done to you by doing something to another, you
will inevitably create the desire for revenge
in your opponent.
This should be obvious to anyone who knows elementary
school physics and have learned about the law
of action and reaction. For every action, there
is an opposite reaction of equal strength. That
is simply a law of the material universe. So
when you take revenge, you are reacting to what
was done to you but your reaction becomes a
new action, and it inevitably creates a reaction
from your opponent, even from the universe itself.
And this cycle can literally go on forever—or
at least it seems like forever.
Now my beloved hearts, there is indeed a very
small minority of the people on this planet
who do not want peace, who do not want resolution,
who do not want an end to violence or an end
to this spiral of revenge. These are the people
who are completely trapped in the Luciferian
state of consciousness that I described in my
previous discourses. Yet those people are few,
and the vast majority of the people who are
caught in the spiral of revenge actually do
want peace. And this then gives rise to the
paradox that they say they want peace, but that
they are not willing to stop the cycle of revenge.
My beloved hearts, while this can be almost
impossible to understand for a person who is
not caught in a negative spiral, your new understanding
of energy and energy vortexes allows you to
see the explanation. When people are caught
in such a vortex of anger and revenge, they
simply cannot see the fallacy of their thinking.
They cannot think logically and rationally because
they are so overpowered by the emotional energies
that they do not even stop to think. This then
is why there is a need for something to break
the spiral, to break the downward pull. And
that something is that someone must consume
the energies created through revenge and nonforgiveness,
the very energies that form a magnetic pull
on people's emotions and overpowers them, so
that they lose all logic and rationality. Those
someone must be the balanced people who are
not caught up in these negative momentums and
vortexes. My beloved hearths, those someone
are you.
Forgive yourself!
Before you can truly become an effective force
in consuming the vortexes of nonforgiveness
on this planet, you must free yourself from
the point of nonforgiveness. You might say,
"But Mother Mary, you just told us that
we are not caught up in a vortex of nonforgiveness.”
And that is perfectly true. You are not caught
in a vortex that is so intense that it overpowers
your feelings and prevents you from thinking.
Yet many of you do not realize what is the true
cause of nonforgiveness. And you do not realize
this because you were not brought up with a
proper understanding, and you were not brought
up with a proper understanding because the beautiful
teachings on forgiveness that my son gave 2,000
years ago have been obscured and distorted by
the orthodox Christian churches.
The
problem we have is that most people on Earth
simply do not see that nonforgiveness is based
on a set of lies. They do not understand these
lies, and therefore they cannot see the mindset
behind those lies. And if you cannot see through
the lies of the devil, if you are not wise as
a serpent, then you cannot completely free yourself
from those lies that permeate every aspect of
life on this planet. If you do not become wise
as a serpent, how can you be harmless as a dove?
So let me now give you a teaching in an attempt
to help you free yourself from the lies about
nonforgiveness. As I said earlier, the basic
law of this universe is the Law of Free Will.
You have the right to experiment with your creative
abilities. In fact, your lifestream and your
soul were created with a drive, a desire to
experiment with God's laws and God's energies.
Unfortunately, what has happened to most people
on this planet is that they have lost their
contact with their spiritual selves, and thereby
they have become enveloped in a lower state
of consciousness that causes them to see themselves
as being separated from their spiritual selves,
even separated from God. Because of this sense
of separation, you no longer realize the basic
reality that God has never hurt you whatsoever.
God has not created the conditions on this planet
that have caused your soul to be hurt and wounded.
Those conditions were created by human beings
trapped in the lower state of consciousness,
in which they are easily controlled by dark
forces, as I explained in my previous discourses.
So you see my beloved, God has not created the
conditions that caused you to be hurt, and God
never wanted you to be wounded. Yet most people
on this planet cannot fully understand and accept
that the misery on Earth was created by human
beings and not created by God. Somewhere deep
within their beings they have a sense that either
God must have created their misery or God must
have allowed it to be created. And therefore,
most people blame God for certain conditions
in their lives.
Many people blame God for various negative experiences
they have had in this lifetime. But when you
go deep within the subconscious mind, you see
that many people actually blame God for what
happened to them in the Garden of Eden. They
blame God for the fact that they fell into a
lower state of consciousness. After all, where
did the serpent come from if it was not created
by God? And where did the tree of the knowledge
of good and evil come from if God did not put
it in the Garden of Eden. So if God had not
put the tree in the garden and allowed the serpent
to be in the garden, then their souls would
not have fallen, and therefore it must be God's
fault.
Stop blaming God!
My beloved, these beliefs are not your own.
They have been carefully manufactured by Lucifer
and his followers to trap you in a state of
consciousness that makes it almost impossible
for you to come back to God, to come back to
a full realization and acceptance of who you
are as a son or daughter of God. The dark forces
have created such a web of interwoven lies that
it is almost impossible for me to help you see
through them, and it is certainly impossible
for me to do it in one single discourse.
As I said in my last discourse,
Lucifer fell because he truly believed that
God made a mistake by giving people free will.
So he has created a lie, namely the lie that
free will was a mistake because after all if
people had not had free will, how could they
have been tempted by the serpent and eaten of
the forbidden fruit? So this causes many people
to blame God, not only for the fact that he
gave them free will but even for the fact that
he created them.
In reality, the serpent is a symbol for a state
of consciousness, namely that of rebelling against
God's laws. It is an inevitable result of giving
you free will, because if you could not rebel,
you would not have free will. Nevertheless,
you do not need to rebel to exercise your freedom
of choice—that is simply a subtle lie
promoted by those who chose to embody the serpentine
consciousness. Do you see that the serpentine
consciousness simply follows free will, as the
shadow follows your body? Nevertheless, God
never wanted you to identify with your shadow
or to be afraid of your own shadow. He wanted
you to always face the light of your I AM Presence
and keep the shadow behind you.
My beloved, what is the result of blaming God?
Well, the result is that you paralyze yourself,
and you do this because deep within you, you
have accepted the belief that you are not responsible
for your situation. You have accepted the belief
that you did not create your current situation,
and because you did not create it, there is
nothing you can do to uncreate it.
I hope you can see the very simple logic here.
If you go outside without an umbrella, and it
suddenly starts raining, then obviously you
did not create that rain, and so there is nothing
you can do to make the rain stop. This then
is the experience that causes many people to
say that they have not created their current
situation and they have not created the current
misery on planet Earth. They have not created
the conditions that caused them to fall into
a lower state of consciousness because they
did not give themselves free will, they did
not choose to be created, they did not choose
to be born, they did not choose to come to this
planet, they did not even choose to exist.
And therefore, they can push aside all personal
responsibility and accountability and feel that
there is nothing they could do to change the
situation for the better. Oh my beloved, I must
tell you that this is the most insidious of
all lies. The most insidiously of all lies is
the idea that you could possibly be in a situation
in which there is nothing you could do to transcend
that situation and come up higher. The most
insidious of all lies is the idea that there
could possibly be a prison, a prison in the
matter universe, from which there is no escape.
It is the idea that you could possibly make
one mistake that would make you doomed forever.
Oh my beloved hearts, I wish you could see through
my eyes as an ascended being and see how ridiculous
this lie truly is. My beloved, I chuckle as
I say this because once you have ascended, you
realize that everything in the matter universe
is created from God's energy. God's energy is
simply vibration, and no matter how low that
vibration is, no matter how dense the energy
or the physical matter might seem, it is always
possible to raise the vibration and bring it
back into alignment with the purity and the
perfection of God. My beloved hearts, please
make an effort to understand this truth, this
fundamental truth about the universe in which
you live. There is nothing that you could do,
or that any force could possibly do to you,
which cannot be undone and purified by the light
and the love of God.
The very idea that you could possibly do something
that could not be undone is the most insidious
lie created by the serpent and his seed. It
is the most insidious misuse of the contracting
force of the Mother, the very Mother of God.
It is such a misuse because it is the contracting
force of the Mother which gives you life, which
gives you form, whether it be a physical body
or a soul. Were it not for the contracting force
of the Mother, you would have no individual
consciousness, no individual sense of identity.
Yet as I have tried to explain with great care
in my latest discourses, it has never been the
intention of the Mother of God to trap you in
a particular form. So the very idea that the
form created by the energies of the Mother of
God could become a prison from which there is
no escape is such an abomination, such an injustice
against the Mother of God whose unconditional
love is what gives you life and form.
How can you overcome this lie? Well my beloved,
there is only one way to overcome the lie of
the serpent. And that is to take full and complete
responsibility for your current situation.
My beloved hearts, I am well aware that this
will be a very provocative statement to many
people, and they will find it extremely difficult
to take responsibility for their situation.
However, the reason for this difficulty is that
many people have lost the true recognition of
who they are. They have lost their true sense
of identity, and they have been trapped, not
only by the lie of a false identity, they have
also been trapped in a negative vortex of energy
that overpowers their feelings and their ability
to think rationally. This vortex is not a vortex
of revenge, but it is a vortex of energy that
reinforces the false sense of identity, the
idea that you are separated from God. Therefore,
you think you are a victim of what God has created,
and you have no responsibility for your situation
because God set you up to fail.
My beloved son has given many teachings on this
website in an attempt to help you overcome your
false sense of identity and realize that you
were created as a spiritual being. While I do
not in any way claim that I can do this better
than Jesus, I would like to add the perspective
of the Mother of God.
Nothing can hurt the real you
The problem we see on Earth is that people think
that because they have fallen into a lower state
of consciousness, because they have made mistakes
and because they have sinned, they have somehow
been permanently stained. My beloved hearts,
you need to see through this illusion and this
lie, and you need to do so by realizing the
reality of energy.
What I would like you to do to overcome this
illusion is very simple. You can do this physically
if you like, but I am sure that for most of
you it will be enough just to imagine this exercise.
Imagine that you go outside at night with a
flashlight. You hang the flashlight in a tree
so that the light beam is shining on the ground.
Now imagine that you have a bucket of mud and
you start throwing the mud at the light beam.
Can you make that mud cling to the beam of light?
My beloved hearts, I am sure you can see that
this is impossible but why is it impossible?
Well, as your scientists have told you, everything
is created from energy. So the mud is simply
another form of energy than the energy of the
light beam. Both are forms of energy but the
difference is that the mud has a much lower
vibration than the light. And because it has
a lower vibration, it cannot cling to and pollute
the light beam.
So you see my beloved, as Jesus has explained
on this website, your true identity is not your
soul, the soul that abides in a physical body
in the material universe. Your true identity
is the spiritual self, and that spiritual self
resides in a higher realm, in a higher world
that is made entirely of higher vibrations.
So the very idea that the soul that descends
into the material world could commit a sin that
could permanently stain the spiritual self,
residing in the spiritual world, is as ridiculous
as the idea that mud can cling to a beam of
light. Do you see my point?
Your true identity is a spiritual being, your
I AM Presence. That spiritual self is, at this
very moment, residing in the spiritual realm,
and it is as perfect and as beautiful as when
it was first created by God. Nothing you have
ever done, and nothing you could possibly do,
could pollute or destroy your spiritual self.
Therefore, you are as pure and you are as worthy
of God's love as the day you were first created.
Nothing you have done in this world has made
you unworthy of God's love. Yet the forces of
darkness want to make you think that because
you have done this or that terrible thing, you
are no longer worthy of God's love. And when
you subscribe to this lie, you begin to believe
that you need to hide from God and that there
is no point in trying to come home to God or
even ask for his forgiveness. You accept the
lie that God is such an angry and judgmental
God that he would not forgive you after all
you have done. So you do not even try to come
back to God, you keep seeking to hide from God.
My point here is that what keeps you trapped
in your current state of consciousness, in your
current set of limitations and even in your
outer circumstances, is that you cannot accept
God's forgiveness. And why can you not accept
God's forgiveness? Well my beloved, the answer
to that question lies in the Law of Free Will.
According to the Law of Free Will, you have
a right to create anything you want. Yet if
you create a false image of yourself, you can
become trapped in that image, in that sense
of identity. And the only way you can overcome
that limitation, the only way you can escape
that prison, which is truly created by your
mind and exists only in your mind, is that you
must decide that you no longer want to be that
way. You do not want to be the limited person
that you see yourself as being. You want to
let go of those limitations and move on.
How can you let go of limitations? You can do
so only by forgiving yourself for creating those
limitations in the first place. And how can
you forgive yourself? Well my beloved, you can
do so only when you fully recognize and accept
that it was you who created the limitations
and not God, and not even Lucifer or all of
his henchmen.
You see my beloved, this is what has put so
many people in a Catch-22 from which there seems
to be no escape. They cannot improve their lives
because they do not take responsibility for
their situation and realize that they have created
it. Yet the reason they cannot take responsibility
for the situation is because they believe that
there is no forgiveness. There is no escape
from the limitations, so if they were to admit
that they have created the limitations, they
would condemn themselves for doing so. They
would be permanently locked in experiencing
suffering and limitation, and on top of that
they would be blaming themselves for the situation.
To the soul, this feels like adding insult to
injury, so to avoid condemning themselves, they
avoid taking responsibility. And so what could
possibly break this stalemate?
The only way out is to recognize that you have
created the situation but that God does not
condemn you for doing so. Therefore, there is
no reason for condemning yourself. What you
have done is simply to experiment with your
free will and with the energy of God.
I am not trying to say here that everything
you have created is what God wanted to see for
you or that it is in alignment with God's laws.
God never wanted you to create limitations that
cause you suffering and pain. What I am saying
is that when God made the decision to give you
free will, he gave you the right to experiment.
And in so doing, he also set you free from all
blame.
What God has done in creating you and giving
you free will is that he has given you the opportunity
to grow in awareness and identity, until you
can fully accept yourself as a son or daughter
of God. Thereby, you become a co-creator with
God who eventually becomes so powerful that
you can create your own world. God has literally
given you the opportunity to become all that
God is and more. And in creating you and giving
you free will, God has no desire to blame you
for doing what you were created to do in experimenting
with your free will, or even for creating circumstances
that cause you suffering.
God does not blame you
Do you see my point here? God does not want
you to blame yourself and God does not want
to blame you. God wants you to approach life
as a scientist conducting experiments. Imagine
that you were Thomas Edison trying to find the
material that would make it possible to create
the electric light bulb. As you might know,
Edison tried dozens and dozens of different
materials before he found one that worked. Yet
imagine that Edison had blamed himself for being
a failure or a sinner every time he tried a
material that didn't work. He would soon have
become so burdened and traumatized that he would
have given up before he found the material that
gave birth to the electric age. Instead, Thomas
Edison simply discarded the material that didn't
work and immediately went on to try another
one. This is how God wants you to participate
in the experiment of life.
When you become a spiritually aware person,
you can begin to think rationally and logically
about life. When you experience conditions that
cause you suffering, the rational way of thinking
is to say, "I do not want to experience
these conditions any more. I have had enough
of that experience, so what can I do to change
my experience? The first step I must take is
to overcome the belief that I am the victim
of circumstances beyond my control. Because
as long as I feel like a victim, there is nothing
I can do to change the circumstances that cause
me suffering. So I must take responsibility
for my situation and recognize that I have either
created these circumstances or I have attracted
these circumstances to me because I have allowed
myself to be in a lower state of consciousness
than what is by highest potential. And so the
very key to changing my circumstances is to
change my state of consciousness. When I do
change my state of consciousness, the first
thing that will happen is that my experience
of my circumstances will change, and I will
begin to suffer less, even if the outer circumstances
do not change instantly. Yet if I keep raising
my state of consciousness, I will eventually
experience a change in the outer circumstances."
You see my beloved, the material universe is
created from energies that are quite dense.
As Jesus and I have attempted to explain,
there are levels in the material world. So everything
that is created in the matter universe started
as an idea in the etheric realm. It was then
solidified as a thought in the mental realm.
It received energy and motion in the emotional
realm, before it finally broke through in the
material realm. That is why a spiritually aware
person cannot expect that outer circumstances,
material circumstances, will change overnight.
It will take some time to change the circumstances,
and the reason for that is simple. To change
the circumstances in the material universe,
you need to go to the source. So you need to
begin by changing the images in the etheric
realm, which will then change the thought and
change the feelings, and finally cycle through
to the material realm. However, because the
energies in the material realm are the densest,
it will take some time before you will see a
change in the visible world. That is one reason
Jesus told you that in your patience you will
posses your souls.
Jesus has used the image that the material world
is like a movie projected upon a screen. The
driving force behind the movie is the white
light coming from the light bulb in the film
projector, and that light receives form as it
passes through the filmstrip. Yet what I am
telling you here is that there are three film
strips in your subconscious mind. One is your
sense of identity, which abides in the etheric
realm. The other is your mental image of yourself
and the world, which abides in the mental realm.
And the third is your feelings about yourself
and the world, which abides in the emotional
realm. Your outer circumstances are simply projections
upon the screen of life, as the light of God
passes through your consciousness and is colored
and given shape by the images you hold in your
etheric, mental and emotional bodies.
Change yourself!
That is why, as Jesus has tried to explain many
times on this website, that to change your outer
circumstances you must begin by changing your
inner circumstances, your state of consciousness.
And that is why you need to realize that your
outer circumstances are created by your consciousness,
they are a reflection of the images in your
consciousness. And those images were created
by you.
I am aware that these images are the products
of a complicated process that has been going
on for many lifetimes. This process has been
affected by your culture and by the lies promoted
by dark forces. Nevertheless, the images were
created by you, and this then brings me to the
central truth that all spiritual people need
to understand.
To explain that truth, let us begin with the
spiritual self. Your lifestream was created
by your spiritual parents and it is a spiritual
being. It is as pure and perfect as when it
was first created. I can assure you that your
lifestream, your I AM Presence, is in constant,
conscious contact with God. It constantly feels
the infinite and unconditional love of God,
and therefore there is absolutely no point in
your I AM Presence that has any negative feelings
about being created or about having free will.
Your I AM Presence feels only infinite joy and
gratitude for the opportunity to exist and to
be part of God's magnificent and wonderful creation.
In other words, none of the negative feelings
that affect so many souls on Earth exist at
the level of your I AM Presence.
My point for telling you this is to help you
realize that the very idea that you are created
by God is a truth with modifications. Your I
AM Presence was created by God but your soul
was not created by God. Your soul was created
by your I AM Presence as a vehicle for experiencing
the material universe and for expressing its
creativity in the material universe. My point
here is that it simply is not logical and rational,
nor is it true, to blame God for the fact that
your soul exists. God did not create the soul
that descended into the material universe and
fell into a lower state of consciousness. Your
I AM Presence created that soul, but your I
AM Presence is you. You created your soul because
you made the choice to create that soul, and
you made that choice because you wanted to experience
the material universe and you wanted to help
co-create this universe as the kingdom of God.
So you now see that even though you presently
might experience yourself as a victim of circumstances
beyond your control, your soul is not a victim.
Your soul is the result of a choice that you,
meaning your true identity as a spiritual being,
made. You made that choice because you wanted
to descend into the material realm and have
a positive experience that would lead to your
growth, to a growth in your sense of identity
as a co-creator with God. When you realize this
truth, you can see that there is no point in
blaming God and there is no point in blaming
yourself.
Stop the blaming game!
If you are currently experiencing circumstances
that cause you suffering, then instead of blaming
God, blaming other people, blaming dark forces
or even blaming yourself, you simply need to
stop the blaming game. You need to forgive yourself
and say, "I conducted an experiment that
did not work out as I intended. So I am going
to leave that experiment behind and come up
higher in consciousness." You need to decide
that if your current situation does not give
you the positive experience that your soul desires,
then you will take the necessary steps to change
your experience and use your present circumstances
as a springboard for creating a positive experience
for your soul.
To fully make the decision to simply leave behind
that which is imperfect, you need to recognize
the profound truth that no matter what the outer
appearances might be in this world, nobody ever
did anything to you. Let me say that again,
"Nobody ever did anything to you. No human
being ever did anything to you and God never
did anything to you."
The only force that ever did anything to you
was yourself. The meaning behind that statement
is that even though your soul is in the material
universe, it is not made from the energies of
the material universe. Therefore, your soul
is truly a light beam that is shining from your
I AM Presence. And therefore, the energies of
the material universe cannot cling to your soul,
they cannot damage your soul. However, what
is your soul?
Your soul is a state of consciousness, a sense
of being, a sense of identity. It is a being
that has imagination and free will. And therefore
your soul creates its own sense of identity,
and it recreates that sense of identity every
moment. The point here is this. If someone comes
to you and slaps you on one cheek, that person
has done something to your body but that person
has done nothing to your soul. Yet you have
the ability, through your imagination and free
will, to let the action performed by the other
person affect your sense of identity. And in
so doing, you are doing something to yourself,
to your soul.
Do you see my point here? Another person cannot
change your sense of identity—only you
can do that. And in order to change your sense
of identity, you must make a choice.
I clearly realize that there are forces in this
world who use very aggressive means in order
to manipulate people into accepting an imperfect
and false sense of identity. Those forces are
very insidious, and they are very persuasive
in the lies they use to make you believe that
you are a sinner and a mortal human being who
has done something so bad that you can never
be free of it. I am not saying that it is easy
for you to escape the clutches of these liars
and their lies. What I am saying is that it
is possible for you to escape all the lies in
this world. To do so, you must come to a full
acceptance of the fact that they cannot harm
you, that none of the forces of this world can
harm your soul.
What
can harm your soul is that you allow the forces
of this world to cause you to change your sense
of identity. That is what will harm you, but
that harm can come about only through the decisions
you make. And the wonderful thing about this
realization is that anything that has been done
to your soul through a choice that you made
can be undone by you making a better choice.
So the key to being free of all imperfections
of the past is that you must make a choice to
let those imperfections go, to leave them behind,
and you do so by forgiving yourself for making
those choices.
Once again, we are back to the paradox that
if you recognize that anything that ever happened
to you was the result of decisions you made,
you have been programmed by the forces of this
world, and you have accepted their lies, that
you need to blame yourself for making wrong
choices. Well my beloved, as I have tried to
explain to you, there is no need to blame yourself
for making wrong choices. If you blame yourself
for making the wrong choice, you will bind yourself
to that choice because in blaming yourself,
you are reinforcing that choice. You are reinforcing
it by the energy that streams through your mind
and attention. You are feeding the wrong choice,
and as you keep feeding energy into it, you
will build a vortex that will overpower your
thoughts and feelings, until you can no longer
see beyond it.
Think back to my thought experiment about the
light beam from your flashlight. You cannot
throw mud at the light beam and make it stick
to the light. However, you can make bricks out
of mud and build a wall around the light until
it is no longer visible. That is what most people
have done to their souls. They have made wrong
choices, and instead of simply forgiving themselves
and moving on, they have reinforced those wrong
choices. By feeding energy into these imperfect
images, they have built a wall around their
souls so that they no longer realize that they
are beings of light. They think they are sinners
and imperfect human beings who have all kinds
of problems and errors that make them unworthy
of God's forgiveness, unworthy to forgive themselves.
Ultimately, those walls are not real because
the imperfect energies have no permanent reality
in God. Yet as long as your soul is in this
world, the wall will affect your sense of identity,
and that is why you need to break it down systematically.
You need to break down one brick at a time and
throw them into the spiritual fire to be consumed.
Thereby, you gradually uncover the original
beauty and perfection of your soul.
The only thing that can break the negative spiral
is that you make the decision that you will
no longer feed the vortex, that you will no
longer feed the wrong decision and that you
will no longer blame yourself for making the
wrong choice. You will accept the fact that
God gave you the right to experiment, and that
in so doing God gave you the right to learn
from a failed experiment and decide to simply
leave it behind.
When Thomas Edison tried copper as the filament
of a light bulb and it didn't work, he simply
threw the copper away never to use it again.
He left behind the idea that copper would ever
produce light. He did not insist on keeping
the materials from his failed experiments cluttering
up his laboratory until he could barely move
around. He simply threw away what didn't work
and moved on, trying something new until he
found something that worked.
You must never stop experimenting
My beloved hearts, we now come to one of the
most insidious lies promoted by dark forces.
As I have explained in a previous discourse,
the very essence of life is that the world of
form is created by the expanding force of the
Father acting upon the contracting force of
the Mother. The very nature of the expanding
force of the Father is to experiment. It is
the force of the Father that causes your soul
to have the desire to experiment, the curiosity
to experience something new.
Here comes the subtle point. It is very true
that it was the desire to experiment that made
it possible for you to fall into a lower state
of consciousness. You conducted certain experiments
that gradually caused your consciousness to
fall in vibration, until you forgot your spiritual
origin. Now my beloved, I have tried to explain
to you that many people on this Earth were misled
and manipulated by dark forces into falling,
into making the wrong decisions that caused
them to fall. This should not be difficult to
understand. Obviously, you made the choice to
accept the lies of the serpent but nevertheless
those lies were there and they were directed
at you.
Here comes the important point. After you had
fallen into a lower state of consciousness,
the serpents now kicked in phase two of their
plot. They now told you that it was precisely
your desire to experiment, it was precisely
the fact that you have free will, that caused
you to fall. And therefore, the only way to
salvation is that you stop experimenting, that
you stop exercising your free will and that
you allow Lucifer, or some of the other serpents,
to control you so that they can save you. They
want to make you believe that God's way of doing
things, meaning the gift of free will and imagination,
has put your soul in danger because there is
no guarantee that you will be saved. They also
want you to believe that if you follow them
and allow them to control you, your salvation
will be guaranteed.
My beloved hearts, this is precisely the lie
that permeates this world and has given rise
to numerous claims that an outer organization
or institution, be it a church, a dictator or
a political ideology can save people or can
save the world. You should not try to experiment,
you should not think that you can know truth
on your own. You should simply follow the leaders
who know best.
This is the lie that has trapped more people
than any other lie. Yes, it was your drive to
experiment that made it possible for you to
fall, but at the same time it is only your drive
to experiment that can help you rise back to
the Christ consciousness. Do you see what is
actually happening here? It is true that you
could fall only because you have free will and
a desire to experiment. Yet it was not the desire
to experiment that caused you to fall; it was
the serpentine lies that caused you to fall.
It was perfectly possible to experiment with
your free will without falling. The fall was
caused by the fact that you made the choice
to accept some of the lies produced by the serpents.
So in reality, it was not God but the serpents
who caused you to fall.
Here is the essential truth. The serpents used
their lies to manipulate people into creating
the current misery on this planet, and they
have also attempted to set themselves up as
the true saviors, as the only saviors, who can
save you from the problem that they created.
Their plot is to create so much suffering that
you are willing to follow them blindly in order
to escape the suffering. They create a problem
and then try to sell you the "only"
solution to the problem.
In reality, the serpents will never save you
and the reason is simple. Salvation means that
you reestablish your true identity as a son
or daughter of God, as being one with God. The
serpents have chosen to leave that sense of
identity behind, and they identify themselves
as being in opposition to God. As long as you
see yourself in opposition to God, you cannot
possibly obtain union with God, and therefore
you cannot possibly be saved.
Please take note that the true Savior, my beloved
son Jesus, always affirmed his oneness with
God. He came to show all people that they have
the potential to attain oneness with God, yet
the serpents have perverted the original teachings
of Jesus so that no one dare follow in his footsteps,
lest they be accused of blasphemy by those who
embody the serpentine consciousness.
So what is it that gives you the opportunity
to reestablish your union with God? It is your
free will and your desire to experiment. Do
you see the essential point? It was your ability
to experiment that led to your fall but it is
this very ability that can lead you back to
the Christ consciousness. And it is precisely
the plot of the serpents to use every subtle
lie they can think of to prevent you from using
your drive to experiment to come back to union
with God. They want to stop you from experimenting
so that you don't even dare to attempt reestablishing
your union with God.
Do you see the very simple truth I am trying
to explain? Your soul is a vehicle for experiencing
the world. It experiences the world through
imagination and free will. And through those
faculties it can add on to its sense of identity.
What causes the soul to become trapped in the
material world is a limited sense of identity.
And that limited sense of identity is the result
of an experiment with undesirable consequences.
Yet the only thing that can help the soul escape
the prison of the material world, the only thing
that can save the soul, is to continue experimenting
until you find the higher identity of the Christ
mind. The soul must come back to a state of
grace in which it accepts that it is worthy
in the eyes of God, because it identifies itself
as a son or daughter of God.
The only way to get back to that true sense
of identity is that the soul must recreate its
sense of identity as a Christed being; it must
experiment with a higher state of consciousness.
The soul must dare to look for a higher understanding
of truth than what it has found in the serpentine
lies that permeate the world.
My beloved hearts, Jesus gave a very profound
discourse on the fact that human beings can
create
their own god. I must tell you that there
is indeed an angry and judgmental god, as envisioned
by many people on this planet. Yet it is an
absolute truth that the angry god is a false
god created by human beings and dark forces.
The true God is a God of unconditional love.
In fact, God’s love is so unconditional
that you have no need to even ask for his forgiveness.
The moment you forsake the state of consciousness
that caused you to accept an imperfect sense
of identity, at that very moment you are forgiven
by God.
The key to spiritual freedom
My beloved, I have given you many thoughts to
ponder, and I know these are difficult concepts.
I know that when a soul has been programmed
for many lifetimes to accept the very subtle
lies of the serpents, then the soul cannot in
an instance, cannot as the result of reading
one discourse, overcome those lies and leave
them behind. There are those who claim to be
spiritual teachers who tell people that they
could change their minds in an instant, but
it is not true.
A soul is a being of energy, of spiritual energy.
Over many lifetimes, the soul can clothe itself
in many layers of lower vibrations. And it is
those layers that give the soul a mortal sense
of identity. So the soul cannot simply in an
instant throw off the false sense of identity
because it would be left with no sense of identity.
The soul must gradually replace the false sense
of identity with a true sense of identity. It
must, as Paul said, die daily. It must put off
the old man and put on the new man. And this
will take time.
However, you can greatly reduce the time it
takes to build a new sense of identity by contemplating
the fact that the key to true spiritual freedom
is to forgive yourself, to forgive every part
of life and to forgive God for anything that
you think has ever been done to you, both in
this lifetime and in other lifetimes, going
all the way back to when your soul first descended
into the material universe, and even beyond
to the Garden of Eden.
The key to freedom from your current limitations
is to forgive all who played a role in creating
those limitations. My beloved hearts, those
who seek revenge against other people, even
those who engage in a battle against dark forces,
are simply reinforcing the prison walls around
their souls. You might recall that the Bible
says, "Vengeance is mine; I will repay,
saith the Lord." The truth behind that
statement is that God has created an impersonal
law, the law of karma, which makes sure that
no soul will ever escape the consequences of
its uses and misuses of God's energy. Therefore,
you do not need to become angry at those who
harm you. You do not need to seek revenge because
in so doing you misqualify God's energy and
thereby you reinforce the prison around your
own soul, your own mind.
My beloved hearts, that is why my son Jesus
gave the wonderful teachings to forgive your
enemies, to forgive those who harm you and to
always turn the other cheek. When someone harms
you and you turn the other cheek, you set yourself
free from any negative influence of their actions.
You avoid creating or reinforcing a negative
sense of identity. You reaffirm that you are
a spiritual being who is above and beyond any
influence from the lower vibrations in the material
world. Therefore, you will not let anything
done to you in this world limit your sense of
identity.
This
is choosing God over mammon, and it is precisely
what Jesus came to show all human beings. He
came to show them that when you reunite with
your Christ self and become a Christed being,
the forces of this world might harm your body
and do all kinds of things to you, including
nailing you to a cross. But no matter what they
do to you, they cannot harm your soul, they
cannot harm your true identity because you will
rise above it all. You will rise above all of
the limitations, all of the chains, that they
use to bind you. You rise above it because you
realize that they are simply throwing mud at
the light beam of your soul. And that mud has
no power to cling to the true light that you
are.
So my beloved, I give to you the tool of my
Miracle Forgiveness Rosary as a way, an extremely
efficient and powerful way, for you to consume
the layers of negative energy and the imperfect
sense of identity that surround your soul and
keep you believing in the image that you are
a mortal human being trapped in a prison from
which there is no escape. There is indeed an
escape, and it is to simply leave the imperfections
behind and come up higher in consciousness.
My beloved hearts, this has been a very long
discourse, and I commend those of you who have
endured to the end. There is so much more to
say, but your cup is full and runneth over.
Therefore, I seal you now in the infinite and
unconditional love of God, and I charge those
who are willing with the infinite power of Forgiveness
Flame, the spiritual flame of forgiveness that
conquers and consumes all sin, all mistakes,
all imperfections and all limitations. And therefore
I say, “Be free in the infinite forgiveness
of God. Follow your highest love and come up
higher. Be free of the shackles of mortality
and sin and accept God's forgiveness of all
imperfections that your soul has encountered
during its journey in the lower vibrations of
the material world.”
My beloved hearts, you will be free of these
imperfections only when you fully accept that
you are free, only when you fully forgive yourself
and accept your true identity as a spiritual
being who has never been touched by anything
in this world.
In reality, you are who you are, namely a spiritual
being. However, at the level of your soul, you
are who you think you are. So stop thinking
that you are an imperfect being and accept your
true identity as a spiritual being. Be ye therefore
perfect, even as your Father in Heaven is perfect.
In the name of the Mother of Miracle Forgiveness,
it is finished, and it is sealed in spirit and
in matter, as above so below, now and forever.
Amen.
See the Miracle
Forgiveness Rosary.
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