Total
forgiveness leads to total freedom
A message from Mother Mary
April 29, 2004
My beloved hearts, I come to you again on this joyous day, and I come
to you in the flame of miracle forgiveness, because I truly am the Mother
of Forgiveness. Well my beloved, the flame of forgiveness is indeed
the flame of spiritual freedom. It is only forgiveness that can set
you free from the imperfections found in this world. 
My beloved hearts, I come to you with great gratitude for the rosaries
you have given so faithfully over this past month. My last gift to you
was the rosary of Miracle Gratitude. You might remember that the purpose
of this rosary is to consume the world movement of terrorism. In this
past month you have indeed seen several major terrorist plots be averted
by the authorities in various countries.
I must tell you that there are presently not enough people giving these
rosaries to totally consume the very cause of terrorism. Yet even a
relatively limited number of people can have a major impact on terrorism.
As you begin to consume the negative energies, the vortexes of negative
energies, that feed the terrorists, you will make it easier for the
authorities to expose and stop the terrorists from carrying out their
plots. This is because it is partly the intensity of the energies that
blinds people and therefore blinds the authorities, or even the people
who live near the terrorists, to what is really happening. So you see
my beloved, even a small number of people can diminish the energy and
thereby expose that which is hidden behind a veil of negative energy.
Over this past month you have seen several examples of another force,
namely the force of nonforgiveness. While this force is not the cause
of terrorism and war, it is indeed the force that keeps terrorism and
war going strong on this planet. You have especially seen this in the
Middle East, where even the state of Israel has engaged in state-sponsored
assassinations, which truly are acts of nonforgiveness that only breed
more nonforgiveness from the other side. Thereby, these acts contribute
to the downward spiral of violence in revenge for violence that has
engulfed the Middle East for thousands upon thousands of years.
I tell you that even the Ascended Host wonder if the people living in
that region will ever have enough of this punch-counterpunch of revenge
and revenge for revenge, until it truly becomes revenge for the sake
of revenge itself. Truly, there can no longer be any real meaning to
these acts of revenge because the spiral of violence started so long
ago that no one can remember why it started. They only remember that
they must perpetuate it by getting even, by getting revenge.
So my beloved, I come to you today to release a gift from my heart,
a gift that can help those of you who are my awakened ones break this
downward spiral of revenge and nonforgiveness, found not only in the
Middle East but in many places throughout this planet. That gift is
my rosary of Miracle Forgiveness.
The importance of forgiveness
My beloved, I desire to give you a teaching, so that you may understand
why forgiveness is so important. To truly understand the importance
of forgiveness, you need to realize the profound truth that my son Jesus
has explained so many times, namely that the basic law of this universe
is the Law of Free Will. You also need to understand, as I explained
in my previous discourses [Link 1,
Link 2], that the very purpose of life,
the very essence of life, is to grow, to move on, to self-transcend.
So what is it that prevents you from growing, from moving on, from transcending
your current state of consciousness, your current sense of identity?
Well, it is the point of nonforgiveness. You see, when there is something
you have not forgiven, there is something you are holding on to, there
is something you cannot let go of, and in that point of emotional attachment
to the things of this world, you are holding yourself back. You are
holding yourself tied to a limited and imperfect sense of identity,
and you are essentially worshipping an idol of your own making, or at
least the making of your culture.
By not forgiving, you
are taking away your own freedom to move on. And as I tried to explain
in my previous discourses, when you do not move on, you will stagnate.
And if you stay too long in one place, you will become subject to the
second law of thermodynamics, which means that a downward spiral, a
negative vortex, of energy will begin forming around you. When that
vortex becomes too strong, it will begin to overpower your feelings
and your thoughts, until you begin to believe either that there is nothing
outside the vortex or that you cannot escape the downward pull of the
vortex.
This is what causes so many people, especially in the Middle East, to
believe that there is no other way to live than to be in opposition
to the Jews or in opposition to the Arabs. It causes them to believe
that there is no way to escape the cycle of violence, the cycle of revenge.
They feel they simply must continue the cycle because they must have
revenge, they must set things right by committing another act of violence
to supposedly neutralize or make up for previous acts of violence.
Unfortunately, the intense energies of this negative vortex prevent
people from asking the very logical question of when and how this could
possibly end. Think about this, my beloved. Can there ever be an ultimate
act of revenge? Can there ever be an ultimate act of revenge that will
settle the score permanently and thereby bring about an end to violence?
My beloved hearts, those of you who are not trapped by the relativity
of the carnal mind and by a downward vortex of nonforgiveness will be
able to see the pure and simple logic behind these remarks. There can
be no peace through revenge. It simply is not possible. There can be
no act of revenge which stops the cycle of violence because if you avenge
what has been done to you by doing something to another, you will inevitably
create the desire for revenge in your opponent.
This should be obvious to anyone who knows elementary school physics
and have learned about the law of action and reaction. For every action,
there is an opposite reaction of equal strength. That is simply a law
of the material universe. So when you take revenge, you are reacting
to what was done to you but your reaction becomes a new action, and
it inevitably creates a reaction from your opponent, even from the universe
itself. And this cycle can literally go on forever—or at least
it seems like forever.
Now my beloved hearts, there is indeed a very small minority of the
people on this planet who do not want peace, who do not want resolution,
who do not want an end to violence or an end to this spiral of revenge.
These are the people who are completely trapped in the Luciferian state
of consciousness that I described in my previous discourses. Yet those
people are few, and the vast majority of the people who are caught in
the spiral of revenge actually do want peace. And this then gives rise
to the paradox that they say they want peace, but that they are not
willing to stop the cycle of revenge.
My beloved hearts, while this can be almost impossible to understand
for a person who is not caught in a negative spiral, your new understanding
of energy and energy vortexes allows you to see the explanation. When
people are caught in such a vortex of anger and revenge, they simply
cannot see the fallacy of their thinking. They cannot think logically
and rationally because they are so overpowered by the emotional energies
that they do not even stop to think. This then is why there is a need
for something to break the spiral, to break the downward pull. And that
something is that someone must consume the energies created through
revenge and nonforgiveness, the very energies that form a magnetic pull
on people's emotions and overpowers them, so that they lose all logic
and rationality. Those someone must be the balanced people who are not
caught up in these negative momentums and vortexes. My beloved hearths,
those someone are you.
Forgive yourself!
Before you can truly become an effective force in consuming the vortexes
of nonforgiveness on this planet, you must free yourself from the point
of nonforgiveness. You might say, "But Mother Mary, you just told
us that we are not caught up in a vortex of nonforgiveness.” And
that is perfectly true. You are not caught in a vortex that is so intense
that it overpowers your feelings and prevents you from thinking.
Yet many of you do not realize what is the true cause of nonforgiveness.
And you do not realize this because you were not brought up with a proper
understanding, and you were not brought up with a proper understanding
because the beautiful teachings on forgiveness that my son gave 2,000
years ago have been obscured and distorted by the orthodox Christian
churches.
The problem we have
is that most people on Earth simply do not see that nonforgiveness is
based on a set of lies. They do not understand these lies, and therefore
they cannot see the mindset behind those lies. And if you cannot see
through the lies of the devil, if you are not wise as a serpent, then
you cannot completely free yourself from those lies that permeate every
aspect of life on this planet. If you do not become wise as a serpent,
how can you be harmless as a dove?
So let me now give you a teaching in an attempt to help you free yourself
from the lies about nonforgiveness. As I said earlier, the basic law
of this universe is the Law of Free Will. You have the right to experiment
with your creative abilities. In fact, your lifestream and your soul
were created with a drive, a desire to experiment with God's laws and
God's energies. Unfortunately, what has happened to most people on this
planet is that they have lost their contact with their spiritual selves,
and thereby they have become enveloped in a lower state of consciousness
that causes them to see themselves as being separated from their spiritual
selves, even separated from God. Because of this sense of separation,
you no longer realize the basic reality that God has never hurt you
whatsoever.
God has not created the conditions on this planet that have caused your
soul to be hurt and wounded. Those conditions were created by human
beings trapped in the lower state of consciousness, in which they are
easily controlled by dark forces, as I explained in my previous discourses.
So you see my beloved, God has not created the conditions that caused
you to be hurt, and God never wanted you to be wounded. Yet most people
on this planet cannot fully understand and accept that the misery on
Earth was created by human beings and not created by God. Somewhere
deep within their beings they have a sense that either God must have
created their misery or God must have allowed it to be created. And
therefore, most people blame God for certain conditions in their lives.
Many people blame God for various negative experiences they have had
in this lifetime. But when you go deep within the subconscious mind,
you see that many people actually blame God for what happened to them
in the Garden of Eden. They blame God for the fact that they fell into
a lower state of consciousness. After all, where did the serpent come
from if it was not created by God? And where did the tree of the knowledge
of good and evil come from if God did not put it in the Garden of Eden.
So if God had not put the tree in the garden and allowed the serpent
to be in the garden, then their souls would not have fallen, and therefore
it must be God's fault.
Stop blaming God!
My beloved, these beliefs are not your own. They have been carefully
manufactured by Lucifer and his followers to trap you in a state of
consciousness that makes it almost impossible for you to come back to
God, to come back to a full realization and acceptance of who you are
as a son or daughter of God. The dark forces have created such a web
of interwoven lies that it is almost impossible for me to help you see
through them, and it is certainly impossible for me to do it in one
single discourse.
As I said in my last discourse, Lucifer
fell because he truly believed that God made a mistake by giving people
free will. So he has created a lie, namely the lie that free will was
a mistake because after all if people had not had free will, how could
they have been tempted by the serpent and eaten of the forbidden fruit?
So this causes many people to blame God, not only for the fact that
he gave them free will but even for the fact that he created them.
In reality, the serpent is a symbol for a state of consciousness, namely
that of rebelling against God's laws. It is an inevitable result of
giving you free will, because if you could not rebel, you would not
have free will. Nevertheless, you do not need to rebel to exercise your
freedom of choice—that is simply a subtle lie promoted by those
who chose to embody the serpentine consciousness. Do you see that the
serpentine consciousness simply follows free will, as the shadow follows
your body? Nevertheless, God never wanted you to identify with your
shadow or to be afraid of your own shadow. He wanted you to always face
the light of your I AM Presence and keep the shadow behind you.
My beloved, what is the result of blaming God? Well, the result is that
you paralyze yourself, and you do this because deep within you, you
have accepted the belief that you are not responsible for your situation.
You have accepted the belief that you did not create your current situation,
and because you did not create it, there is nothing you can do to uncreate
it.
I hope you can see the very simple logic here. If you go outside without
an umbrella, and it suddenly starts raining, then obviously you did
not create that rain, and so there is nothing you can do to make the
rain stop. This then is the experience that causes many people to say
that they have not created their current situation and they have not
created the current misery on planet Earth. They have not created the
conditions that caused them to fall into a lower state of consciousness
because they did not give themselves free will, they did not choose
to be created, they did not choose to be born, they did not choose to
come to this planet, they did not even choose to exist.
And therefore, they can push aside all personal responsibility and accountability
and feel that there is nothing they could do to change the situation
for the better. Oh my beloved, I must tell you that this is the most
insidious of all lies. The most insidiously of all lies is the idea
that you could possibly be in a situation in which there is nothing
you could do to transcend that situation and come up higher. The most
insidious of all lies is the idea that there could possibly be a prison,
a prison in the matter universe, from which there is no escape. It is
the idea that you could possibly make one mistake that would make you
doomed forever.
Oh my beloved hearts, I wish you could see through my eyes as an ascended
being and see how ridiculous this lie truly is. My beloved, I chuckle
as I say this because once you have ascended, you realize that everything
in the matter universe is created from God's energy. God's energy is
simply vibration, and no matter how low that vibration is, no matter
how dense the energy or the physical matter might seem, it is always
possible to raise the vibration and bring it back into alignment with
the purity and the perfection of God. My beloved hearts, please make
an effort to understand this truth, this fundamental truth about the
universe in which you live. There is nothing that you could do, or that
any force could possibly do to you, which cannot be undone and purified
by the light and the love of God.
The very idea that you could possibly do something that could not be
undone is the most insidious lie created by the serpent and his seed.
It is the most insidious misuse of the contracting force of the Mother,
the very Mother of God. It is such a misuse because it is the contracting
force of the Mother which gives you life, which gives you form, whether
it be a physical body or a soul. Were it not for the contracting force
of the Mother, you would have no individual consciousness, no individual
sense of identity.
Yet as I have tried to explain with great care in my latest discourses,
it has never been the intention of the Mother of God to trap you in
a particular form. So the very idea that the form created by the energies
of the Mother of God could become a prison from which there is no escape
is such an abomination, such an injustice against the Mother of God
whose unconditional love is what gives you life and form.
How can you overcome this lie? Well my beloved, there is only one way
to overcome the lie of the serpent. And that is to take full and complete
responsibility for your current situation.
My beloved hearts, I am well aware that this will be a very provocative
statement to many people, and they will find it extremely difficult
to take responsibility for their situation. However, the reason for
this difficulty is that many people have lost the true recognition of
who they are. They have lost their true sense of identity, and they
have been trapped, not only by the lie of a false identity, they have
also been trapped in a negative vortex of energy that overpowers their
feelings and their ability to think rationally. This vortex is not a
vortex of revenge, but it is a vortex of energy that reinforces the
false sense of identity, the idea that you are separated from God. Therefore,
you think you are a victim of what God has created, and you have no
responsibility for your situation because God set you up to fail.
My beloved son has given many teachings on this website in an attempt
to help you overcome your false sense of identity and realize that you
were created as a spiritual being. While I do not in any way claim that
I can do this better than Jesus, I would like to add the perspective
of the Mother of God.
Nothing can hurt the real you
The problem we see on Earth is that people think that because they have
fallen into a lower state of consciousness, because they have made mistakes
and because they have sinned, they have somehow been permanently stained.
My beloved hearts, you need to see through this illusion and this lie,
and you need to do so by realizing the reality of energy.
What I would like you to do to overcome this illusion is very simple.
You can do this physically if you like, but I am sure that for most
of you it will be enough just to imagine this exercise. Imagine that
you go outside at night with a flashlight. You hang the flashlight in
a tree so that the light beam is shining on the ground. Now imagine
that you have a bucket of mud and you start throwing the mud at the
light beam. Can you make that mud cling to the beam of light?
My beloved hearts, I am sure you can see that this is impossible but
why is it impossible? Well, as your scientists have told you, everything
is created from energy. So the mud is simply another form of energy
than the energy of the light beam. Both are forms of energy but the
difference is that the mud has a much lower vibration than the light.
And because it has a lower vibration, it cannot cling to and pollute
the light beam.
So you see my beloved, as Jesus has explained on this website, your
true identity is not your soul, the soul that abides in a physical body
in the material universe. Your true identity is the spiritual self,
and that spiritual self resides in a higher realm, in a higher world
that is made entirely of higher vibrations. So the very idea that the
soul that descends into the material world could commit a sin that could
permanently stain the spiritual self, residing in the spiritual world,
is as ridiculous as the idea that mud can cling to a beam of light.
Do you see my point?
Your true identity is a spiritual being, your I AM Presence. That spiritual
self is, at this very moment, residing in the spiritual realm, and it
is as perfect and as beautiful as when it was first created by God.
Nothing you have ever done, and nothing you could possibly do, could
pollute or destroy your spiritual self. Therefore, you are as pure and
you are as worthy of God's love as the day you were first created. Nothing
you have done in this world has made you unworthy of God's love. Yet
the forces of darkness want to make you think that because you have
done this or that terrible thing, you are no longer worthy of God's
love. And when you subscribe to this lie, you begin to believe that
you need to hide from God and that there is no point in trying to come
home to God or even ask for his forgiveness. You accept the lie that
God is such an angry and judgmental God that he would not forgive you
after all you have done. So you do not even try to come back to God,
you keep seeking to hide from God.
My point here is that what keeps you trapped in your current state of
consciousness, in your current set of limitations and even in your outer
circumstances, is that you cannot accept God's forgiveness. And why
can you not accept God's forgiveness? Well my beloved, the answer to
that question lies in the Law of Free Will.
According to the Law of Free Will, you have a right to create anything
you want. Yet if you create a false image of yourself, you can become
trapped in that image, in that sense of identity. And the only way you
can overcome that limitation, the only way you can escape that prison,
which is truly created by your mind and exists only in your mind, is
that you must decide that you no longer want to be that way. You do
not want to be the limited person that you see yourself as being. You
want to let go of those limitations and move on.
How can you let go of limitations? You can do so only by forgiving yourself
for creating those limitations in the first place. And how can you forgive
yourself? Well my beloved, you can do so only when you fully recognize
and accept that it was you who created the limitations and not God,
and not even Lucifer or all of his henchmen.
You see my beloved, this is what has put so many people in a Catch-22
from which there seems to be no escape. They cannot improve their lives
because they do not take responsibility for their situation and realize
that they have created it. Yet the reason they cannot take responsibility
for the situation is because they believe that there is no forgiveness.
There is no escape from the limitations, so if they were to admit that
they have created the limitations, they would condemn themselves for
doing so. They would be permanently locked in experiencing suffering
and limitation, and on top of that they would be blaming themselves
for the situation. To the soul, this feels like adding insult to injury,
so to avoid condemning themselves, they avoid taking responsibility.
And so what could possibly break this stalemate?
The only way out is to recognize that you have created the situation
but that God does not condemn you for doing so. Therefore, there is
no reason for condemning yourself. What you have done is simply to experiment
with your free will and with the energy of God.
I am not trying to say here that everything you have created is what
God wanted to see for you or that it is in alignment with God's laws.
God never wanted you to create limitations that cause you suffering
and pain. What I am saying is that when God made the decision to give
you free will, he gave you the right to experiment. And in so doing,
he also set you free from all blame.
What God has done in creating you and giving you free will is that he
has given you the opportunity to grow in awareness and identity, until
you can fully accept yourself as a son or daughter of God. Thereby,
you become a co-creator with God who eventually becomes so powerful
that you can create your own world. God has literally given you the
opportunity to become all that God is and more. And in creating you
and giving you free will, God has no desire to blame you for doing what
you were created to do in experimenting with your free will, or even
for creating circumstances that cause you suffering.
God does not blame you
Do you see my point here? God does not want you to blame yourself and
God does not want to blame you. God wants you to approach life as a
scientist conducting experiments. Imagine that you were Thomas Edison
trying to find the material that would make it possible to create the
electric light bulb. As you might know, Edison tried dozens and dozens
of different materials before he found one that worked. Yet imagine
that Edison had blamed himself for being a failure or a sinner every
time he tried a material that didn't work. He would soon have become
so burdened and traumatized that he would have given up before he found
the material that gave birth to the electric age. Instead, Thomas Edison
simply discarded the material that didn't work and immediately went
on to try another one. This is how God wants you to participate in the
experiment of life.
When you become a spiritually aware person, you can begin to think rationally
and logically about life. When you experience conditions that cause
you suffering, the rational way of thinking is to say, "I do not
want to experience these conditions any more. I have had enough of that
experience, so what can I do to change my experience? The first step
I must take is to overcome the belief that I am the victim of circumstances
beyond my control. Because as long as I feel like a victim, there is
nothing I can do to change the circumstances that cause me suffering.
So I must take responsibility for my situation and recognize that I
have either created these circumstances or I have attracted these circumstances
to me because I have allowed myself to be in a lower state of consciousness
than what is by highest potential. And so the very key to changing my
circumstances is to change my state of consciousness. When I do change
my state of consciousness, the first thing that will happen is that
my experience of my circumstances will change, and I will begin to suffer
less, even if the outer circumstances do not change instantly. Yet if
I keep raising my state of consciousness, I will eventually experience
a change in the outer circumstances."
You see my beloved, the material universe is created from energies that
are quite dense. As Jesus and I have attempted to explain,
there are levels in the material world. So everything that is created
in the matter universe started as an idea in the etheric realm. It was
then solidified as a thought in the mental realm. It received energy
and motion in the emotional realm, before it finally broke through in
the material realm. That is why a spiritually aware person cannot expect
that outer circumstances, material circumstances, will change overnight.
It will take some time to change the circumstances, and the reason for
that is simple. To change the circumstances in the material universe,
you need to go to the source. So you need to begin by changing the images
in the etheric realm, which will then change the thought and change
the feelings, and finally cycle through to the material realm. However,
because the energies in the material realm are the densest, it will
take some time before you will see a change in the visible world. That
is one reason Jesus told you that in your patience you will posses your
souls.
Jesus has used the image that the material world is like a movie projected
upon a screen. The driving force behind the movie is the white light
coming from the light bulb in the film projector, and that light receives
form as it passes through the filmstrip. Yet what I am telling you here
is that there are three film strips in your subconscious mind. One is
your sense of identity, which abides in the etheric realm. The other
is your mental image of yourself and the world, which abides in the
mental realm. And the third is your feelings about yourself and the
world, which abides in the emotional realm. Your outer circumstances
are simply projections upon the screen of life, as the light of God
passes through your consciousness and is colored and given shape by
the images you hold in your etheric, mental and emotional bodies.
Change yourself!
That is why, as Jesus has tried to explain many times on this website,
that to change your outer circumstances you must begin by changing your
inner circumstances, your state of consciousness. And that is why you
need to realize that your outer circumstances are created by your consciousness,
they are a reflection of the images in your consciousness. And those
images were created by you.
I am aware that these images are the products of a complicated process
that has been going on for many lifetimes. This process has been affected
by your culture and by the lies promoted by dark forces. Nevertheless,
the images were created by you, and this then brings me to the central
truth that all spiritual people need to understand.
To explain that truth, let us begin with the spiritual self. Your lifestream
was created by your spiritual parents and it is a spiritual being. It
is as pure and perfect as when it was first created. I can assure you
that your lifestream, your I AM Presence, is in constant, conscious
contact with God. It constantly feels the infinite and unconditional
love of God, and therefore there is absolutely no point in your I AM
Presence that has any negative feelings about being created or about
having free will. Your I AM Presence feels only infinite joy and gratitude
for the opportunity to exist and to be part of God's magnificent and
wonderful creation. In other words, none of the negative feelings that
affect so many souls on Earth exist at the level of your I AM Presence.
My point for telling you this is to help you realize that the very idea
that you are created by God is a truth with modifications. Your I AM
Presence was created by God but your soul was not created by God. Your
soul was created by your I AM Presence as a vehicle for experiencing
the material universe and for expressing its creativity in the material
universe. My point here is that it simply is not logical and rational,
nor is it true, to blame God for the fact that your soul exists. God
did not create the soul that descended into the material universe and
fell into a lower state of consciousness. Your I AM Presence created
that soul, but your I AM Presence is you. You created your soul because
you made the choice to create that soul, and you made that choice because
you wanted to experience the material universe and you wanted to help
co-create this universe as the kingdom of God.
So you now see that even though you presently might experience yourself
as a victim of circumstances beyond your control, your soul is not a
victim. Your soul is the result of a choice that you, meaning your true
identity as a spiritual being, made. You made that choice because you
wanted to descend into the material realm and have a positive experience
that would lead to your growth, to a growth in your sense of identity
as a co-creator with God. When you realize this truth, you can see that
there is no point in blaming God and there is no point in blaming yourself.
Stop the blaming game!
If you are currently experiencing circumstances that cause you suffering,
then instead of blaming God, blaming other people, blaming dark forces
or even blaming yourself, you simply need to stop the blaming game.
You need to forgive yourself and say, "I conducted an experiment
that did not work out as I intended. So I am going to leave that experiment
behind and come up higher in consciousness." You need to decide
that if your current situation does not give you the positive experience
that your soul desires, then you will take the necessary steps to change
your experience and use your present circumstances as a springboard
for creating a positive experience for your soul.
To fully make the decision to simply leave behind that which is imperfect,
you need to recognize the profound truth that no matter what the outer
appearances might be in this world, nobody ever did anything to you.
Let me say that again, "Nobody ever did anything to you. No human
being ever did anything to you and God never did anything to you."
The only force that ever did anything to you was yourself. The meaning
behind that statement is that even though your soul is in the material
universe, it is not made from the energies of the material universe.
Therefore, your soul is truly a light beam that is shining from your
I AM Presence. And therefore, the energies of the material universe
cannot cling to your soul, they cannot damage your soul. However, what
is your soul?
Your soul is a state of consciousness, a sense of being, a sense of
identity. It is a being that has imagination and free will. And therefore
your soul creates its own sense of identity, and it recreates that sense
of identity every moment. The point here is this. If someone comes to
you and slaps you on one cheek, that person has done something to your
body but that person has done nothing to your soul. Yet you have the
ability, through your imagination and free will, to let the action performed
by the other person affect your sense of identity. And in so doing,
you are doing something to yourself, to your soul.
Do you see my point here? Another person cannot change your sense of
identity—only you can do that. And in order to change your sense
of identity, you must make a choice.
I clearly realize that there are forces in this world who use very aggressive
means in order to manipulate people into accepting an imperfect and
false sense of identity. Those forces are very insidious, and they are
very persuasive in the lies they use to make you believe that you are
a sinner and a mortal human being who has done something so bad that
you can never be free of it. I am not saying that it is easy for you
to escape the clutches of these liars and their lies. What I am saying
is that it is possible for you to escape all the lies in this world.
To do so, you must come to a full acceptance of the fact that they cannot
harm you, that none of the forces of this world can harm your soul.
What can harm your
soul is that you allow the forces of this world to cause you to change
your sense of identity. That is what will harm you, but that harm can
come about only through the decisions you make. And the wonderful thing
about this realization is that anything that has been done to your soul
through a choice that you made can be undone by you making a better
choice. So the key to being free of all imperfections of the past is
that you must make a choice to let those imperfections go, to leave
them behind, and you do so by forgiving yourself for making those choices.
Once again, we are back to the paradox that if you recognize that anything
that ever happened to you was the result of decisions you made, you
have been programmed by the forces of this world, and you have accepted
their lies, that you need to blame yourself for making wrong choices.
Well my beloved, as I have tried to explain to you, there is no need
to blame yourself for making wrong choices. If you blame yourself for
making the wrong choice, you will bind yourself to that choice because
in blaming yourself, you are reinforcing that choice. You are reinforcing
it by the energy that streams through your mind and attention. You are
feeding the wrong choice, and as you keep feeding energy into it, you
will build a vortex that will overpower your thoughts and feelings,
until you can no longer see beyond it.
Think back to my thought experiment about the light beam from your flashlight.
You cannot throw mud at the light beam and make it stick to the light.
However, you can make bricks out of mud and build a wall around the
light until it is no longer visible. That is what most people have done
to their souls. They have made wrong choices, and instead of simply
forgiving themselves and moving on, they have reinforced those wrong
choices. By feeding energy into these imperfect images, they have built
a wall around their souls so that they no longer realize that they are
beings of light. They think they are sinners and imperfect human beings
who have all kinds of problems and errors that make them unworthy of
God's forgiveness, unworthy to forgive themselves.
Ultimately, those walls are not real because the imperfect energies
have no permanent reality in God. Yet as long as your soul is in this
world, the wall will affect your sense of identity, and that is why
you need to break it down systematically. You need to break down one
brick at a time and throw them into the spiritual fire to be consumed.
Thereby, you gradually uncover the original beauty and perfection of
your soul.
The only thing that can break the negative spiral is that you make the
decision that you will no longer feed the vortex, that you will no longer
feed the wrong decision and that you will no longer blame yourself for
making the wrong choice. You will accept the fact that God gave you
the right to experiment, and that in so doing God gave you the right
to learn from a failed experiment and decide to simply leave it behind.
When Thomas Edison tried copper as the filament of a light bulb and
it didn't work, he simply threw the copper away never to use it again.
He left behind the idea that copper would ever produce light. He did
not insist on keeping the materials from his failed experiments cluttering
up his laboratory until he could barely move around. He simply threw
away what didn't work and moved on, trying something new until he found
something that worked.
You must never stop experimenting
My beloved hearts, we now come to one of the most insidious lies promoted
by dark forces. As I have explained in a previous discourse, the very
essence of life is that the world of form is created by the expanding
force of the Father acting upon the contracting force of the Mother.
The very nature of the expanding force of the Father is to experiment.
It is the force of the Father that causes your soul to have the desire
to experiment, the curiosity to experience something new.
Here comes the subtle point. It is very true that it was the desire
to experiment that made it possible for you to fall into a lower state
of consciousness. You conducted certain experiments that gradually caused
your consciousness to fall in vibration, until you forgot your spiritual
origin. Now my beloved, I have tried to explain to you that many people
on this Earth were misled and manipulated by dark forces into falling,
into making the wrong decisions that caused them to fall. This should
not be difficult to understand. Obviously, you made the choice to accept
the lies of the serpent but nevertheless those lies were there and they
were directed at you.
Here comes the important point. After you had fallen into a lower state
of consciousness, the serpents now kicked in phase two of their plot.
They now told you that it was precisely your desire to experiment, it
was precisely the fact that you have free will, that caused you to fall.
And therefore, the only way to salvation is that you stop experimenting,
that you stop exercising your free will and that you allow Lucifer,
or some of the other serpents, to control you so that they can save
you. They want to make you believe that God's way of doing things, meaning
the gift of free will and imagination, has put your soul in danger because
there is no guarantee that you will be saved. They also want you to
believe that if you follow them and allow them to control you, your
salvation will be guaranteed.
My beloved hearts, this is precisely the lie that permeates this world
and has given rise to numerous claims that an outer organization or
institution, be it a church, a dictator or a political ideology can
save people or can save the world. You should not try to experiment,
you should not think that you can know truth on your own. You should
simply follow the leaders who know best.
This is the lie that has trapped more people than any other lie. Yes,
it was your drive to experiment that made it possible for you to fall,
but at the same time it is only your drive to experiment that can help
you rise back to the Christ consciousness. Do you see what is actually
happening here? It is true that you could fall only because you have
free will and a desire to experiment. Yet it was not the desire to experiment
that caused you to fall; it was the serpentine lies that caused you
to fall. It was perfectly possible to experiment with your free will
without falling. The fall was caused by the fact that you made the choice
to accept some of the lies produced by the serpents. So in reality,
it was not God but the serpents who caused you to fall.
Here is the essential truth. The serpents used their lies to manipulate
people into creating the current misery on this planet, and they have
also attempted to set themselves up as the true saviors, as the only
saviors, who can save you from the problem that they created. Their
plot is to create so much suffering that you are willing to follow them
blindly in order to escape the suffering. They create a problem and
then try to sell you the "only" solution to the problem.
In reality, the serpents will never save you and the reason is simple.
Salvation means that you reestablish your true identity as a son or
daughter of God, as being one with God. The serpents have chosen to
leave that sense of identity behind, and they identify themselves as
being in opposition to God. As long as you see yourself in opposition
to God, you cannot possibly obtain union with God, and therefore you
cannot possibly be saved.
Please take note that the true Savior, my beloved son Jesus, always
affirmed his oneness with God. He came to show all people that they
have the potential to attain oneness with God, yet the serpents have
perverted the original teachings of Jesus so that no one dare follow
in his footsteps, lest they be accused of blasphemy by those who embody
the serpentine consciousness.
So what is it that gives you the opportunity to reestablish your union
with God? It is your free will and your desire to experiment. Do you
see the essential point? It was your ability to experiment that led
to your fall but it is this very ability that can lead you back to the
Christ consciousness. And it is precisely the plot of the serpents to
use every subtle lie they can think of to prevent you from using your
drive to experiment to come back to union with God. They want to stop
you from experimenting so that you don't even dare to attempt reestablishing
your union with God.
Do you see the very simple truth I am trying to explain? Your soul is
a vehicle for experiencing the world. It experiences the world through
imagination and free will. And through those faculties it can add on
to its sense of identity. What causes the soul to become trapped in
the material world is a limited sense of identity. And that limited
sense of identity is the result of an experiment with undesirable consequences.
Yet the only thing that can help the soul escape the prison of the material
world, the only thing that can save the soul, is to continue experimenting
until you find the higher identity of the Christ mind. The soul must
come back to a state of grace in which it accepts that it is worthy
in the eyes of God, because it identifies itself as a son or daughter
of God.
The only way to get back to that true sense of identity is that the
soul must recreate its sense of identity as a Christed being; it must
experiment with a higher state of consciousness. The soul must dare
to look for a higher understanding of truth than what it has found in
the serpentine lies that permeate the world.
My beloved hearts, Jesus gave a very profound discourse on the fact
that human beings can create
their own god. I must tell you that there is indeed an angry and
judgmental god, as envisioned by many people on this planet. Yet it
is an absolute truth that the angry god is a false god created by human
beings and dark forces. The true God is a God of unconditional love.
In fact, God’s love is so unconditional that you have no need
to even ask for his forgiveness. The moment you forsake the state of
consciousness that caused you to accept an imperfect sense of identity,
at that very moment you are forgiven by God.
The key to spiritual freedom
My beloved, I have given you many thoughts to ponder, and I know these
are difficult concepts. I know that when a soul has been programmed
for many lifetimes to accept the very subtle lies of the serpents, then
the soul cannot in an instance, cannot as the result of reading one
discourse, overcome those lies and leave them behind. There are those
who claim to be spiritual teachers who tell people that they could change
their minds in an instant, but it is not true.
A soul is a being of energy, of spiritual energy. Over many lifetimes,
the soul can clothe itself in many layers of lower vibrations. And it
is those layers that give the soul a mortal sense of identity. So the
soul cannot simply in an instant throw off the false sense of identity
because it would be left with no sense of identity. The soul must gradually
replace the false sense of identity with a true sense of identity. It
must, as Paul said, die daily. It must put off the old man and put on
the new man. And this will take time.
However, you can greatly reduce the time it takes to build a new sense
of identity by contemplating the fact that the key to true spiritual
freedom is to forgive yourself, to forgive every part of life and to
forgive God for anything that you think has ever been done to you, both
in this lifetime and in other lifetimes, going all the way back to when
your soul first descended into the material universe, and even beyond
to the Garden of Eden.
The key to freedom from your current limitations is to forgive all who
played a role in creating those limitations. My beloved hearts, those
who seek revenge against other people, even those who engage in a battle
against dark forces, are simply reinforcing the prison walls around
their souls. You might recall that the Bible says, "Vengeance is
mine; I will repay, saith the Lord." The truth behind that statement
is that God has created an impersonal law, the law of karma, which makes
sure that no soul will ever escape the consequences of its uses and
misuses of God's energy. Therefore, you do not need to become angry
at those who harm you. You do not need to seek revenge because in so
doing you misqualify God's energy and thereby you reinforce the prison
around your own soul, your own mind.
My beloved hearts, that is why my son Jesus gave the wonderful teachings
to forgive your enemies, to forgive those who harm you and to always
turn the other cheek. When someone harms you and you turn the other
cheek, you set yourself free from any negative influence of their actions.
You avoid creating or reinforcing a negative sense of identity. You
reaffirm that you are a spiritual being who is above and beyond any
influence from the lower vibrations in the material world. Therefore,
you will not let anything done to you in this world limit your sense
of identity.
This is choosing God over
mammon, and it is precisely what Jesus came to show all human beings.
He came to show them that when you reunite with your Christ self and
become a Christed being, the forces of this world might harm your body
and do all kinds of things to you, including nailing you to a cross.
But no matter what they do to you, they cannot harm your soul, they
cannot harm your true identity because you will rise above it all. You
will rise above all of the limitations, all of the chains, that they
use to bind you. You rise above it because you realize that they are
simply throwing mud at the light beam of your soul. And that mud has
no power to cling to the true light that you are.
So my beloved, I give to you the tool of my Miracle Forgiveness Rosary
as a way, an extremely efficient and powerful way, for you to consume
the layers of negative energy and the imperfect sense of identity that
surround your soul and keep you believing in the image that you are
a mortal human being trapped in a prison from which there is no escape.
There is indeed an escape, and it is to simply leave the imperfections
behind and come up higher in consciousness.
My beloved hearts, this has been a very long discourse, and I commend
those of you who have endured to the end. There is so much more to say,
but your cup is full and runneth over. Therefore, I seal you now in
the infinite and unconditional love of God, and I charge those who are
willing with the infinite power of Forgiveness Flame, the spiritual
flame of forgiveness that conquers and consumes all sin, all mistakes,
all imperfections and all limitations. And therefore I say, “Be
free in the infinite forgiveness of God. Follow your highest love and
come up higher. Be free of the shackles of mortality and sin and accept
God's forgiveness of all imperfections that your soul has encountered
during its journey in the lower vibrations of the material world.”
My beloved hearts, you will be free of these imperfections only when
you fully accept that you are free, only when you fully forgive yourself
and accept your true identity as a spiritual being who has never been
touched by anything in this world.
In reality, you are who you are, namely a spiritual being. However,
at the level of your soul, you are who you think you are. So stop thinking
that you are an imperfect being and accept your true identity as a spiritual
being. Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father in Heaven is perfect.
In the name of the Mother of Miracle Forgiveness, it is finished, and
it is sealed in spirit and in matter, as above so below, now and forever.
Amen.
See the Miracle
Forgiveness Rosary.
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