Mother
Mary
This
is the Beginning
This
message was delivered through Lorraine Michaels on
February 19,
2005
This is a beginning of a new day in Christ. The Christ is born in every
heart who reads these words and absorbs them, for I am pouring into
your hearts right now, the outpouring of my Christ attainment that I
garnered to myself in my life as Mary, the mother of Jesus.
Yes, I too was on earth and experienced the ego. I too, surrendered
that ego to the place of no return, [where it was] transmuted into the
light of day. I know the trappings of the ego. I witnessed the people
around Jesus succumb to their ego domination to destroy the Christ in
him. I witnessed the antichrist in the egos of the people. I saw that
they did not see. They not only did not see, but they did not hear,
as their ears were waxed dull from the truth because their egos did
not want to hear the truth.
I witnessed the death of my son on the cross. Do you know what that
is like, to loose your son through murder? Can you imagine the torment
I witnessed of my son's pain that he bore for the egos that killed him?
And do you understand why he did that? Do you understand why he allowed
the human egos to hang him on a cross? I will tell you why, because
he knew they had to see, for time immemorial, the record of the antichrist.
They had to witness his surrendering to the Father on the cross of the
ego dweller that nails one to itself.
The
Antichrist is your Own Egos
The antichrist is your own egos. Each one of you have an antichrist
in yourself that has not been surrendered to the Christ within, if you
have an ego—which most of you do. That ego is the destroyer of
your soul. That ego is the destroyer of life. That ego is your creation.
For you see, that ego was created out of the sense of separation from
God Being. You were once in that place of Being, aborning in the womb
of the Cosmic Mother, awaiting your birth in the physical universe.
You were waiting for the moment to come into the matter universe, where
the Mother and her children sojourn for a while, as they cycle through
the laws of Being God in the physical.
It was not meant for the children to be trapped by the sense of separation
from God the Father. The time away from Father, while in time and space,
was meant for the nurturing of the spirit through the son. The son is
your own Self, the Real You. You are a child of the Father-Mother God.
I, as a representative of the Cosmic Mother, bore the Christ Child from
my physical womb, to raise and nurture him to be the Christ. My role
in bearing the Christ Child was to teach God's spirit sons and daughters
that they too must bear the Christ initiations of the Son and bring
forth the Christ son in themselves and in their children. This was the
role I took on, to outpicture the Mother, so that you may see that nurturing
all the way through death—that death of the ego creation.
The Father too sent a representative of Himself, in Abraham. Abraham
came bringing the understanding of Father as Sun, pouring the Light
of the I AM Being that Being I AM into the physical world. Your Father
representative was El Morya. And so El Morya continued to bring to God's
sons and daughters the understanding of loving the Will of God, the
will to Be. He continued bringing God's Will as King Arthur, ruling
the kingdom with love. But that kingdom was destroyed through the anti-will
to Be. The knights of the Round Table were not able to let go of their
egos. Nor were the people in the kingdom able to bear the Christ in
themselves. And so the kingdom was lost to the ego.
Gathering
of Knights and Ladies
Now comes the gathering together of many of the kingdom. Many of you
see yourselves as the knights of the Round Table. Some of you see yourselves
in the kingdom as Ladies. And this is right. For your memories tie together
in one Spirit. We bring you these memories to awaken the memory of your
purpose for Being. Your purpose in coming together here.
We have brought many of you to this website. Our purpose was to connect
you to your original purpose in Being, to awaken your memory that you
have come with a purpose and will to Be. But you have lost that will,
for hundreds of lifetimes, to the ego control of yourselves. Is it not
time to awaken to the fact that the ego has been in control for far
too long and it is time to let it go and let God Be in you?
I awaken the Cosmic memory in you now, to your original purpose and
will to Be. Look inside your memories now and let me show you that cosmic
moment when you awaited the birth in the womb of the Mother. Yes, you
were in the womb of the Cosmic Mother before coming to the physical
universe. You were nurtured and loved for a time. And when it was time
to go out into the physical universe, you were strengthened by the Father
and His Will to Be.
As you remember this experience in the womb of the Mother, being nurtured,
and the strengthening of the Father, you will also remember your desire
that you wanted to bring to God Being the gift of Life in the physical.
Do you know how you can bring this gift of Life to God Being on earth?
You can surrender your egos. It is that simple, my beloved. Your egos
are the only thing that stand in the way of God Being through you.
To
Be or Not to Be
I ask you to consider what your heart's desire was before entering the
physical universe and what your heart's desire is today. If you have
not the desire to Be, then you have lost the will to Be and you have
lost the opportunity for which you came. With that loss of desire comes
the loss of life. For the Father has sent His sons and daughters out
from his Being and He is calling them home. The only way to return back
home is to leave behind the ego.
If you do
not surrender the ego, but desire to keep it and its control of you,
the Father will destroy the ego. Either way, the ego will be destroyed.
Either you do it, or the Father will do it for you. But I must warn
you, that the Father will not separate out the ego from you when He
destroys it. When that ego is destroyed in the second death, the spirit
creation that God created and sent out to Be, will also cease to Be.
The choice is yours - To Be or not to Be.
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