Mother Mary's Garden,

From the Catholic Church to no church and back to Mother Mary

By Hilda, September 2006

I will begin by saying that I come from a catholic background. Ever since I was a child I believed that there is a God and Jesus and Mother Mary. Most of my upbringing was around very religious family members or Catholic schools. In spite of all of the dogma around this religion, I had some very close moments with the Holy Spirit.

Unfortunately, growing up around so much dogma and fear of God, my relationship started to weaken. The members of the churches we would go to were always engaged in some kind of negative circle, be it of gossip or complete indifference to one another. It was very important for me to feel that in church we come together as a community and express to each other the love and compassion that we are supposed to be creating all around us.

My disappointments grew bigger as I grew also. I finally left the Catholic church with so much pain and sorrow and hopeless that there would be no place for me in this world. I felt as if I did not belong and if I did not succumb to the mumbo jumbo of the church I would definitely be lost forever.

However; I always kept looking for some kind of truth. I started a reading journey in mysticism, metaphysics, occult, new age, hinduism etc. About ten years later I found the Ask Real Jesus website. Everything that I would read would just uplift me and fill me again with hope and will to live. A few months later Mother Mary's book came out. I could not put this book down, all of what she explains in this book written thru Kim, brings about the most clear understanding of who we are, it goes deep into the subconscious levels of our psychology and brings up feelings that feel like memories of where and when and how we made the decisions that made us come apart from our Creator. It has touched me deeply, in the way that I constantly remember what she has said in this book. I made the decision to move away from my own divinity, and I can clearly remember as a child thinking in this similar way, when I would do something that I knew I was going to be severely punished for, my reasoning was that I had let God down and I don't deserve his love, and I deserved to be abandoned to the negative forces of this world for being bad. We are constantly reinforcing a lie presented to us with the purpose to misguide us and keep us away from God.

It also brought great healing to my wounded soul by the Catholic church, I have found the will to be again thru Mother Mary's book and the rosaries especially.

I recommend anyone on the spiritual path to read this book even if they never heard of Mother Mary. Your life will never be the same.
Thank you Kim and thank you Mother Mary, for your unconditional Love.

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